miss perfectionist

March 3, 2013

belajar sejarah balik la wei!

Memang benar! Sejarah telah membuktikan Kesultanan Sulu pernah memerintah Sabah. Akan tetapi lelaki yang mendakwa dirinya sekarang adalah Sultan Sulu & Borneo Utara iaitu "Sultan" Jamalul Kiram terlupa sesuatu, "baginda" atau dia mungkin terlupa pada tahun 1878, datuknya sendiri telah mengadakan perjanjian dengan Syarikat Borneo Utara British (SBUB) dan akhirnya bersetuju untuk "menyewakan" negeri Sabah (Borneo Utara) kepada SBUB dan akhirnya menyerahkannya kepada British (Sebelum pembentukan Malaysia).

Yang menariknya, apakah yang Sultan Sulu lakukan ketika Sabah dijajah oleh Jepun? Jika benar "Baginda" mempunyai hak di Sabah, adakah "baginda" pernah menghantar "Tentera Diraja Sultan Sulu" untuk membebaskan Sabah? (Seperti yang berlaku di Lahad Datu sekarang) Jawapannya TIDAK!!! Malah sebelum Malaysia ditubuhkan pada 16 September 1963. Sultan Sulu ketika itu iaitu Sultan Muhammad Esmail E. Kiram I sendiri telah menyerahkan 'hak' pemerintahan baginda di Borneo Utara kepada Filipina yang ditadbir Presiden Macapagal pada 12 September 1962 untuk menghalang pembentukan Malaysia. Ini secara tidak langsung menunjukkan Sultan Sulu ketika itu "tidak serius" dan bersikap "lepas tangan" dan akhirnya pada 1989 kerajaan Filipina telah mengugurkan tuntutan mereka keatas Sabah demi memperbaiki hubungan Diplomatik dengan Malaysia.

Malah sehingga sekarang, Kerajaan Malaysia tetap & masih membayar Rm5300 kepada Sultan Sulu sebagai wang saguhati, tetapi "baginda" mendakwa wang saguhati tersebut tidak cukup kerana "baginda" berhak mendapat 50% wang hasil ekonomi Sabah. Mungkin "Baginda" belum sedar yang penduduk Sabah sekarang tidak pernah mengiktiraf "baginda" sebagai Sultan Borneo Utara lagi kerana Sabah sekarang adalah milik penduduk Sabah dan bukannya milik kesultanan Sulu lagi.

Dan perkara yang paling menjadi persoalan sekarang adalah, MENGAPA BARU SEKARANG "BAGINDA" YANG SUDAH BERUMUR 70 TAHUN BARU TERHEGEH2 HENDAK MENUNTUT KEMBALI "HAK" KEATAS SABAH??? MENGAPA "BAGINDA" TIDAK MELAKUKANNYA AWAL2?? MENGAPA "BAGINDA" MEMILIH WAKTU SEKARANG?

K E N A P A !??

sumber : here

February 23, 2013

Malaysian University English Test

yes, MUET..

i took the speaking test on 20th February 2013.. haha,, seriously, i didn't prepare anything to take the speaking test. i just understand the format and the things that should be done in the speaking test is only at the night before the test..

didn't mean to be that unprepared, but this week just so busy with those never-ending assignments. the most 'interesting' moment = speaking test date just confirmed on 19th, and ..

i w a s t e r r i b l y s h o c k

and the preparation would not be enough for myself because of the delayed-submit report, the business plan (must submit Friday,before 5), the presentations.. -.- seriously i don't have enough preparation for the test. luckily only the speaking test that day~

frankly speaking, i don't have such confident to SPEAK in English in front of people around me. i just afraid that they'll laugh at me for being not so fluent to speak in English. urghh.. it makes me hardly embarrassed even though it just my imagination~

my turn is at 9.30 am that day.. the most i afraid of is, i can't speak in English while my brain said the sentences fluently in Malay language. -.- then, the tense crossed my mind. toughly.

"ahh.. i don't care if i don't elaborate the point given. as long as the other candidates and of course the examiner, understand on what am i talk about." i said to myself just before i enter the examination room.

*the 2 minutes preparation to elaborate the points given start*

wrote the points with short form only~ haha.. there's A LOT that i wrote, i remember it clearly in my mind. the sheet of paper was full of my handwriting..

*the 2 minutes speaking began*

for the first 10 seconds, my heart burst! i can't focus on the topic -.- then slightly, i see the ugly handwritten, to get idea to speak, but it was tooooooo hard to make it fluent. then i realized that i just only have 1 minute left. it's decided. i have to speak no matter what. this is THE ONLY chance~(i speak to myself)

then i just speak out of what i wrote without looking at the paper. i just randomly elaborate with my own sentence. with the non-suitable verb, i just speak. ahh,, as long as they understand on what i'd tried to speak.i don't care . haha~

i just hope that i can gain a lot of confident level, just like others. i envy YOU. :(

February 17, 2013

semalam

ehem. assalamualaikum

just nak share satu status yang ana baca tadi

pelangi tak akan datang tanpa hujan. kejayaan tak akan datang tanpa usaha yang gigih.

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